Words for your next couple

     I am Indonesian. And i'm proud of my language. But now i'm gonna write in in English 'cause i don't want to everyone know about it -_-

Make it easy, make it fast. Let's do it.

   I'm not a good human or perfect too. I'm just ordinary man with some ordinary problems. But met with a charming-human like you, it's not one of it.
   I still remember how the first time i saw you. Young, full of beauty, funny, and make me wonder how can a pair of human called your parents made a rare-awesome-mega-good looking creature like your self. Ohh, i still remember that sentences. If you want to know, the truth is i saw you in the school yard when you walked with your friend, and i remember everything about you, every things you love, and every little things you do.
You know, fall in love with you is not an easy job. With that all of your boy fans ahaha, I though it's almost impossible. You sat behind me in our first class, i saw that eyes a pair of black browned eyes and sun make it more beautiful when shining behind you.. Or no, maybe you are the only thing that make it beautiful.
   I asked you some questions, and i love the way you answer it. I love the way when you say 'R' i know you aren't good when say it with your lisp tongue, but that is the reason why i always tells you that you are different. You are the only thing that can shine as bright as Jakarta's night street lamps.
  Months passed, we have more feelings than just friend in that time. I texts you every day and every night without feel bored at all. One thing i know, love can buy happiness.
  And there we are, in a moment when i told you i want you to be my girlfriend..


I can't continue what i wrote, that's too hurt. But if god let it, i want you to read it.

And this is what i feel right now..
   I'm sorry, i'm so sorry for all of my mistakes. Sorry for my words that maybe hurt your heart, sorry for what i've done, i know i did many things that wrong. Now i realized, you are the only one who can make me felt that way. Once again, i'm sorry.
   And for you, Mr. Lucky Man. I hope you are better than me, better than i did. Trust me you won't feel what i feel right now, she is the best girl in the world. So bad if you let her down.